A Fancy Word for a Simple Thing
I'm reading Jack Kerouac which surprises me. The book's called Big Sur, written after his fame and late night talk show appearances. It reminds me a little of Thoreau and Walden Pond, a book I resented having to read in college. ("Why do I want to read the spewings of some white man with the luxury of sitting in the woods doing nothing all day?" I think my reasoning went.)
The difference here is, I like Big Sur, maybe because it's all gloomy and dreary as he sits for weeks in a cabin in one of the earth's most beautiful places, confronting his distressing moods all alone. Since this is something I've long imagined myself doing - spending weeks alone in the wilderness facing my demons - and I know that I don't have the nerve to do it for even a weekend - reading it is almost a relief.
I'm now thinking about a poem I wrote, a set of poems, really, five tidy little pieces which dozens of literary magazines have rejected. Not even my editor would put them in my book, but I can't stop loving them. They were a response to some of the photographs in an Annie Lebovitz show called Pilgrimage, a unique exhibit because it featured photos of places instead of people: Pete Seeger's workbench, for example, or Elvis's television.
I felt the muse and took frantic notes while still in the museum as my companion waited patiently. I wrote the poems in a few short weeks following the exhibit. It turns out there is a term for this kind of poem - "Ekphrasis" - defined as "a vivid description of a scene or, more commonly, a work of art." Such a fancy word for a simple thing.
Anyway, here's the one I wrote called "Thoreau's Bed."
Like almost everything today
it was made in China --
He built that one-room cabin
with his bare hands - but the bed --
some hardworking underpaid
pre-Mao foreigner wove it by hand --
He picked it up on the docks
of Boston harbor --
It was supposed to be a sofa --
but only God and maybe the ship’s captain
know how it devolved into
just the frame and bamboo caning
that this beatnik planned to sleep on --
Well -- they wouldn’t’ve
called him a beatnik then --
would they -- What d’you
imagine is the 19th Century
term for a shaggy-bearded
longhair oddball who lived
in a one-room shack
next to a pond where he
sat around and did what --
exactly -- A Transcendentalist?
The stevedores just looked
at each other stiff-lipped
and silent while Thoreau
convinced them to give away
the beat-up sofa
he would transform into
a humble single bed
Of course it was a single
for what woman in her right mind
would’ve gone home
to a stranger’s lair
so far from civilization?
It’s right off the highway now
but back then?
Not that ole HD was hanging around
in bars exactly
trying to pick up chicks --
He couldn’t afford it -
he built his reputation
on rugged individualism
but still took his laundry home
to momma on weekends --
Besides all that earthy back-to-nature
stuff he wrote in that book they
made us read in college --
I wonder what he thought about
lying on that hard cane bed at night